look, elmo visits cuppage today.

the adverts of two different shops @ j8. irony? haha.

pam took this and (she) thinks its very nice.
introducing my new love: coffee bean's triple decker (:

ex but worth it.

while the 8 brothers and 1 friend (i think i only know half of them) are studying downstairs, me n pam are slacking upstairs. whoops.

and we discovered:

pam is stupid. "sleep" is in her primary sch's vocab list. .___. look carefully at the pict. baka. ^^

okay, stop slacking already. (:

sunday

hohoho, 29 days to prelims.
29 days to mug and see where i can get myself to for the first one month.
(no more first three months right?)

had half of lunch and some talk w kar and then meet seepeng, ate the other half of lunch then took neoprints w her, and went to mug at bishan macs- geokhian (she left after awhile), pam, lun, yihui and deng.

met novabelle! (: wrote her a postcard and she replied w a slip of paper, handwriting still as nice as ever, haha.

ard 7plus, 5 of us went to prata house.

pam took this. she likes it lah. sort of reminds me of the wayne clip during closets2, haha.


haha, a place tt i always go in my kindergarten years! nostlagia (:

haaa. its a short, simple but nice outing.
alright, tml really need to cheong, for end Aug goal and for the stupid prelims T_T

you deserve my best, help me to speak this out in actions. strengthen me and empower me. i dont hv much, but u'll use them extraordinarily.

i love this sat

woah. on the way home, was feeling fulfilled and glad.
its a nice feeling, scenes of the day flashing in yr mind. yr body want to kua physically, but u just feel... happy.

breathrough 1000 pm was uber great although i really wanted to pee
what shirley shared hit me hard. indeed, if this is the God we worship and praise, nth is too hard for him. if thr's smth he cant do, he isnt god already.

love love worship, was very sad when we "amen" and ended :/
live as a child in awe of you.
ps jeff preached really really well. (he v funny also, could hear natalie laughing throughout)
this is the revolution. we can do so much greater. faith,deeds,empowerment.

had a mini bday celeb for yining n rachelfong.
then swallowed down lunch (super irritated cause i keep dropping chopsticks)
wen off to rix's to practise worship w pete. it was... weird. because i nv lead w a brother, and he nv play for a sister before. had a few laughing fits then managed to get on w it.

gi say he can imagine me w angel wings behind, LOL!

went shopping w yihui n pamela.
(: ah, had fun catching up. although all the shops close before ten, .___.

haha, i wonder if people read my blog and think abt some things.
u think that i'm mad, not mugging, spending my saturdays at church, worshipping n giving time to some god.
"show me this God."
even if i were to fly up to heaven n beg god to come down, u would say its some 3d thing i work out w a computer.
"ah, they brainwash you."
if hope really brainwash me, they must hv been lousy brainwashers. took so long, like 6months for me to be brainwashed n commit. i was touched and i choose to commit.

he gave us his best, so i wana give my best.
global christians.
i wana go for missions trip!!! (:

oh. was packing my room, one of the things i rarely ever do cause i often get nostlagic n sentimental, end up reading xmas cards and bullletines than packing.
received an sms from someone right at the time i saw her postcard.
shes connected back to God! not in Hope, but somewhere else, standing firm despite objetions.
ah, im overjoyed (:

thanks.

choc fellowship

the chocolate fellowship group shot!

lol, the event that i almost ponned in my new B years :X. lim qiao ling is there! :3

you soften the hardest heart.

you soften the hardest heart.

he was so closed up and far away, yet in his heart i know he still loves you.
he tasted your goodness, he recognised how genuine your people are.
he likes light, but darkness surrounds him.

help him, rescue him.

dont you feel that people that knew God before would always hv Him somewhere in their heart?
they may stop gg to church, but when problems strike, somehow prayer still comes to their mind. they know refuge is still in Him.

*

i love IS and juice mags, they are free and good. haha!
tempted to shop ytd by lun, so the muggers- yihui, deng, mich and i wen to far east.
alot of new shops, looks local. yay, expand the local art scene.
met a nafa grad at one of the shops, and he told me u need to take subjects like maths in JC, my eyes nearly drop out.

i love how they turn out so pretty on their own canvas.

nationalday06

all my patriotic photos are still in my phone and the cable died-ed. : / this is arkar n my hand, we somehow got the same tatoo. i kopped mine from pete though.

recalls; yeongdeng: ehh, lays n pete never bathe ah. the tatoo till there.
pete: oh we are high tech gangsters
lays: huh?
pete: our tatoos are in colour, not black.

people are indeed futuristic, make such a mountain out of singapore's 41st bday. i got squashed yesterday night at cityhall. thats when i realise tall is good. because i can only see the backs of people in front of me. poor kids being pulled around by their parents. they only see butts. haaa, oh yah, was at cityhall at 830+ to catch the supposedly 15 minutes fireworks display.
was with bernice, renying, cixin, arkar, huizhen and the other 4/7 girls that i dont know, which was kind of weird. but had fun, running around, trying to find somewhere that we can see the fireworks.
we are blessed. arkar the smart knows that peninsular plaza has a openroof carpark. so instead of running n squeezing w the others at esplanade, we were on top and looking at the fireworks (though blocked by some stupid builiding n a tree) but generally can see, was nice. it turned the sky blue after that, somehow. was very lame, pointed to the moon n sang "ever lasting, yr light will shine will all else fades" after the fireworks.

went to makan at funan's foodcourt and went home after that.

today, i got squashed again at bishan's macs. so decided to go to novena. dropped my wallet, but yihui found it, phew! went to polar, starbucks then longjohnsilver. (:
went home for the traditional ndp.

although the format is abt the same every yr. i still kind of like it. if i ever get a chance, i dont mind going or ever participating. hoho, patriotism.

excited about tomorrow's cg. :D

photoblog,sunday

today is interesting : D
went mugging at bishan cc early in the morning. there wasnt anyone around, then geok hian came, then alvin and then pam.

(geok hian says i got guides look, ahhh!)

quite constructive lah, not very, but okay.
cause we took a 1.5 hours break (sorry alvin) for lunch. makan-ed at kopitiam with matthias, alvin n pam, then walked ard j8.

anw the most entertaining part was when me n pam move on to macs, and kaiwen and matthias starting going mad over pamela's phone, cause they nv see before. the sight was really funny, two big guys snatching that feminine slick phone, and kaiwen was calling matthias w it, being amazed w him being able to enter his number. ahhh, just v funny.

and they were promoting their own JCs and giving advice about JC and poly.
it was interesting hearing another's opinion, esp from a guy, that matthias actually considered being a "nice guy" and supporting his (future) family, that JC ensures a greater salary potential etc. mature, : D.

i cant decide, so i shall study. : / so i will get to choose, not be chosen.

been really lazy to blog abt what happen, so let photos talk.

sky in the morning, from Anderson fitness corner, during ABS.
prune if you must, i will wait.
but when harvest comes, i will rejoice, greater than i would now. the other land is less barren, its flourishing, and im glad (:
pokemon stickers. okay, feeling abit nostlagic lah. but all the new ones are really ugly. is this what happens when it becomes so commercialised? esp that red heartshape thingy. losing it.

bernice's sweet sixteen on 27thjuly.





yah, abit spas, we started playing with UNO stacko, coincidentally what eelee used for analogy on sat's sermon.








rendezvous was fun, dont really hv nice photos leh. send me if u have : / was having fun playing games and singing w zion. we were high enough and wanted to go.. carolling. okay, nvm. challenging ruiyong's team was uber fun lah, w sunny n him breaking desmond's pail and icecream tub- entertaining ^^ my team was quite sporting, so had a good time too. clarence is very graceful when he turns circles! during yushan's game, hahaha!

DEEPER!
thanks gi for exhibiting tt we are all indeed, servants trying to lead.

trying to be like karchian, recalls the yideo of yihui's birthday?

them, eating me at srgn macs at 4am!
i love love eating macs breakfast at such unearthly hours (oh me n deng were sharing hotcakes)
...
as you can see, most, if not all of us, aint cut out for modelling. hahaha!
at chao zhou :D porridge buffet. the fried baby octopuses are hot


i think this photo is very funny! etc.
its a great time out from the world, to rest and be refreshed.
an image of a disfigured runner, that i wont want to become. so i will run with you and for you, to be recharged all the time. not ministry driven, but driven by love.

everything's alright, we got Jesus with us.
hang in there.

thoughts

dinner was very warm, smelly and noisy.
nah, didnt join the rest for lakehouse, went for that kind of dinner thats everywhere this time of the yr, if you know what i mean.

*

her hair is greying fast, his wrinkles on the forehead seem to deepen.
his stubborness and standing firm in principles i use to admire, but it seems to be the greatest obstacle for him to ever crossing the line.

i know, but dont really know his agony. i know that guy broke his heart, but i dont see how i can help, yet again, i feel that my position is strategically planned by Him. if only i think alittle of me like how He thinks the world of me.

her sacrifices i see, and i thank God. i know it isnt where she truly want to be, her submissiveness, it awes me.

today did i actually realise i do love them.

*

what a mel post.
anw rachel, im gg to lakehse w you real soon k (: